God Sees Me

Problems in the family, demands of work, failure of plans, broken relationships, etc. make me feel down. Sometimes, I want to give up, quit and escape. But I think that no matter what I do and wherever I may go, it won't solve all the problems in life. I'm sure there will always be a problem. This has made me feel empty and leave all my accomplishments meaningless.

But I am happy of the thought that God still sees me and loves me through the people who touched my life.

God only YOU can fill the emptiness in my life. Today, I recommit myself to You. Be my master. Please direct me.

The journey continues...

Before...
I was surprised when the information came that I will be assigned in Alabel, Sarangani Province. A lot of hesitations held me back in my mind. I was so perplexed. How would I react? Will I be sad? happy? excited? puzzled? All those emotions lived in me nights, days, hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds...

Time passed, I made the choice to take the responsibilities given to me. I traveled the way and back. I prepared myself for the challenge I saw.

Now...

It's another day. I'm in the regional office, sitting, thinking, recollecting. I surpassed the challenge for two months and here I am, hoping to beat another challenge that will be given. It may be difficult but that makes the challenge more challenging.

A lot of things will come through I know. Not only in my career but in all aspects of my life. I want to see it coming one by one and I am ready.

Will Manny ‘Pacman’ Pacquiao be a good leader?

That is a tough question and it plays in my mind as many Filipinos wait and see what will be the next for the Filipino's boxing hero. It has been a rumor that Manny will run in a congressional position in Sarangani Province in the next coming election. We know in the prior election that he lost the congressional race in the first district of South Cotabato against Representative Darlene Antonino –Custodio. We also have heard that accompanied with that fiasco was a big loss of money for Manny.

"He should focus his attention to boxing," commented by many of his fans. "Boxing is his forte and politics is different ring. Let it be for political experts. If Manny really wants to help his countrymen, he can do so by initiating social projects," they added.

Contrary to those ideas, many insist, "Manny can be a good public servant. He can set a good example and his track record in boxing will show that many of his qualities are the basic elements in good governance. "

Both parties have a point. Who can be convinced that Manny, with humble beginnings can really lead? But who can underestimate the speedy-puncher 'Pacman'? Many times in his fight Manny got 'dehado', underestimated and belittled by spectators that he would lose the fight. What happened? Many times they were proven wrong by the not only surprising but overwhelming results. Will it be the same if he enters the public service?

We can hear, "Filipinos have gone through a lot of experiences but never learned." But in those circumstances, you see… where are the Filipinos? Still surviving, we may not be learning but we are still living, hoping and winning. Others have learned but they "died".

In my own opinion, we don't have the exact formula for good governance. I believe that a good leader is not born but made, made by tough situations and decisions. It starts with the mind, the perception that nothing is impossible under the sun. No matter how hard the circumstances, a good leader can come through. But it must end with the heart because the motive maybe different. What do we need to elect a leader? Somebody qualified under the Philippine constitution. If Manny is qualified, let him run and let the people decide. If he wins, let's give him all due respect, cooperation and the chance to lead. If he fails then he should concede as a gentleman, like a sportsman in boxing. So that everybody will know the he gave his all while he played the game and winning is just the fruit of all the toils.

 

I'm in LOVE

Huh! I'm back. At least I made it this time to make an update after quite a month of being unheard. And guess what? Something has inspired me. Really! This lady is Irina. I haven't met her but we had done 13 exchanges of emails. It's quite unusual but it's real. They say, you don't need to know the language to know if you're in love. Yes, I felt it. I'm in love and I know this is for real.

It started when I posted my profile in a site. Then, I received a letter from her, yes from Irina. We had a good conversation though I sometimes find it difficult to understand her. She doesn't speak English fluently because she is a Russian but I have read her messages between the lines.

She is beautiful in her pictures but one thing that I admire her is her perception towards life. She looks at life simply yet I felt that she cares a lot. She looks at life the same way I look at it. She is my dream girl in the sense that she possesses the values that I look for a lady. She is attractive to me but her attitudes struck me so much. Though somebody commented that I'm in love with the picture which maybe stupid but it's more than that. In our communication, I felt I belong to her and she said that she love me so much, maybe instinct. I don't exactly know. But yes I'm in love with her. I'm just hoping that things will go smoothly for us. I hope one day, we will see each other and determine how will it be. We'll just like the line of 'Believe it or not... unbelievable? Believe it!