This one is for Jean

Jean, this one is for you because you have been asking me about my previous blog. Thanks for your concern. I told you that I was already okay. Thank you for training me well and for the tips (in tellering). I was able to apply it in my work now that I'm assigned in branches. I was very confident in handling miscellaneous transactions but I was very cautious with the 'reversal' 'coz I might bring that very unwanted thing. Today, I did 180 plus BIR's and got only 2 reversal. I targeted a 100% error free transaction but my eyes and fingers were so tired already when I was in the 120's. Anyway, you said that it was normal so I took you word.

I am happy to recall when we had our break in 'Hapit Anay' last time. It was full of revelations. But I want to learn from all those bad things.

I'm here in Taps & mix right now, just taking time to relax. Just please keep in touch. I sent you a text message last time. I wondered if you received it 'coz I didn't get your reply. Well, see you when I see you...

God Sees Me

Problems in the family, demands of work, failure of plans, broken relationships, etc. make me feel down. Sometimes, I want to give up, quit and escape. But I think that no matter what I do and wherever I may go, it won't solve all the problems in life. I'm sure there will always be a problem. This has made me feel empty and leave all my accomplishments meaningless.

But I am happy of the thought that God still sees me and loves me through the people who touched my life.

God only YOU can fill the emptiness in my life. Today, I recommit myself to You. Be my master. Please direct me.

The journey continues...

Before...
I was surprised when the information came that I will be assigned in Alabel, Sarangani Province. A lot of hesitations held me back in my mind. I was so perplexed. How would I react? Will I be sad? happy? excited? puzzled? All those emotions lived in me nights, days, hours, minutes, seconds, milliseconds...

Time passed, I made the choice to take the responsibilities given to me. I traveled the way and back. I prepared myself for the challenge I saw.

Now...

It's another day. I'm in the regional office, sitting, thinking, recollecting. I surpassed the challenge for two months and here I am, hoping to beat another challenge that will be given. It may be difficult but that makes the challenge more challenging.

A lot of things will come through I know. Not only in my career but in all aspects of my life. I want to see it coming one by one and I am ready.

Will Manny ‘Pacman’ Pacquiao be a good leader?

That is a tough question and it plays in my mind as many Filipinos wait and see what will be the next for the Filipino's boxing hero. It has been a rumor that Manny will run in a congressional position in Sarangani Province in the next coming election. We know in the prior election that he lost the congressional race in the first district of South Cotabato against Representative Darlene Antonino –Custodio. We also have heard that accompanied with that fiasco was a big loss of money for Manny.

"He should focus his attention to boxing," commented by many of his fans. "Boxing is his forte and politics is different ring. Let it be for political experts. If Manny really wants to help his countrymen, he can do so by initiating social projects," they added.

Contrary to those ideas, many insist, "Manny can be a good public servant. He can set a good example and his track record in boxing will show that many of his qualities are the basic elements in good governance. "

Both parties have a point. Who can be convinced that Manny, with humble beginnings can really lead? But who can underestimate the speedy-puncher 'Pacman'? Many times in his fight Manny got 'dehado', underestimated and belittled by spectators that he would lose the fight. What happened? Many times they were proven wrong by the not only surprising but overwhelming results. Will it be the same if he enters the public service?

We can hear, "Filipinos have gone through a lot of experiences but never learned." But in those circumstances, you see… where are the Filipinos? Still surviving, we may not be learning but we are still living, hoping and winning. Others have learned but they "died".

In my own opinion, we don't have the exact formula for good governance. I believe that a good leader is not born but made, made by tough situations and decisions. It starts with the mind, the perception that nothing is impossible under the sun. No matter how hard the circumstances, a good leader can come through. But it must end with the heart because the motive maybe different. What do we need to elect a leader? Somebody qualified under the Philippine constitution. If Manny is qualified, let him run and let the people decide. If he wins, let's give him all due respect, cooperation and the chance to lead. If he fails then he should concede as a gentleman, like a sportsman in boxing. So that everybody will know the he gave his all while he played the game and winning is just the fruit of all the toils.

 

I'm in LOVE

Huh! I'm back. At least I made it this time to make an update after quite a month of being unheard. And guess what? Something has inspired me. Really! This lady is Irina. I haven't met her but we had done 13 exchanges of emails. It's quite unusual but it's real. They say, you don't need to know the language to know if you're in love. Yes, I felt it. I'm in love and I know this is for real.

It started when I posted my profile in a site. Then, I received a letter from her, yes from Irina. We had a good conversation though I sometimes find it difficult to understand her. She doesn't speak English fluently because she is a Russian but I have read her messages between the lines.

She is beautiful in her pictures but one thing that I admire her is her perception towards life. She looks at life simply yet I felt that she cares a lot. She looks at life the same way I look at it. She is my dream girl in the sense that she possesses the values that I look for a lady. She is attractive to me but her attitudes struck me so much. Though somebody commented that I'm in love with the picture which maybe stupid but it's more than that. In our communication, I felt I belong to her and she said that she love me so much, maybe instinct. I don't exactly know. But yes I'm in love with her. I'm just hoping that things will go smoothly for us. I hope one day, we will see each other and determine how will it be. We'll just like the line of 'Believe it or not... unbelievable? Believe it!

Alabel at Night

Glittering... that's how you'll see the facade of Alabel's Municipal Hall when darkness fill this progressing town of Sarangani Province. Being a sojourner to this simple yet friendly place, I feel at home and comfortable. Fortunately I stayed at the place near where their light a tree project is conducted as part of Christmas festivities. Every night I pass by the park, my eyes are allured to the twinkling lights of different colors. I couldn't help but to lavishly take shots of these fascinating lights. I feel like a moth that is a captive of the glow.

What made my birthday special?

December 3 was no ordinary day for me because it was my birthday. But just like any other day, I have to wake up early and prepare myself for work. I can't afford to take a birthday leave since I'm deployed in Alabel Branch as I recently assumed officially my duties in the manpower pool of our region last December 1. What really touched me was the number of text greetings I received from those who remembered me. I thanked too for those who called and emailed to express their good wishes. And of course to my parents who lovingly greeted me before I travelled. I owe my life to you Mamang and Papang and I will always love you!

Here are the text messages I find sharing…

Kanz: You will always be my friend wherever I am… wherever you are… even if it takes forever even if I see you never… You will always be a good friend longer than forever! Happy birthday!

Ma'am Rubz: I may not be the first one to greet you today but my prayer and wishes for you will surpass those of the rest even that of Kanz. Hapi bday Heinz!

Pinky: Understand how beautifully GOD has added one more day in your life, not because you need it, but because someone else needs YOU… Hapi bday!

Ma'am Clar: Today is another gracious gift from God… His mercies are new everyday… His faithfulness is great… May your days be full of His blessings… Happy Birthday!

Jing2X : Happy Birthday Tong! Wish you all the luck, good health and success in life.

Jolly: Gudmorning sir Heinz…J hapi birthday…J

Toto: Believe that the best will happen everyday, be aware that even trials are gift to make us strong enough to face life and trying times. Happy birthday Tong.

Dexter: Advanced happy birthday. God blez. More blessings to come.

Anonymous: Happy birthday Henro! More years, blessings, Mic……, Cha….., etc.

Etc… etc…

To those I forgot to mention, thank you! I know that those friends I haven't heard were just like me, busy as a bee, thank you!